Thursday, September 25, 2014

Solace Near Silence


Rain smashed relentlessly against the window. Each droplet streamed down the surface and collected on the sill before it shuffled to the side for more to take its place.

A flash. White claws descended from the sky to strike at some object obscured by the buildings. Two seconds later and the building vibrated with a loud “Thoom!” Ripples cascaded across the surface of the milk white tea. Evanescent picked up the cup and sipped at it lightly. The temperature was already unappealing, but it was something to drink. She set down the cup and picked up the size three brush. Another fork should branch off here. With a pair of delicate strokes, She worked in a prong of white branching off to the side. With a quick movement of the hands, she added a blue highlight to the edges. Again, she leaned to the side of the easel and watched as another hand lashed out of the clouds and raked the horizon.

And one more right here. She put the brush down and leaned back.

A landscape of yellow grass dotted with auburn trees stretched before her. Lightning pierced the cloudy veil and licked at the foremost tree in the depiction. Golden flames consumed the branches and danced across the grass. Jets of water flew from the sky to meet the flames in battle, providing balance to the destruction.  Behind the easel, a similar situation unfolded before her. The adjacent buildings were matted with rain and water flooded down the street edges to the storm drains. No One was out today. Macduffin had called at six o’clock to tell Evanescent that work had been cancelled for the day. Basil and a couple of the others went to go proof everything from the flash floods, but Evanescent got to stay home today.

Oh, right! Evanescent picked up a high detail brush and dipped it softly into the black acrylic. She whipped out her signature in the rightmost lower corner of the painting. There.
She picked up the canvas and admired her work. She may not be the greatest painter, but she was most certainly satisfied with her creations. She moved to her bedroom, where a towel was already waiting, spread across her body-and-a-half sized bed. She delicately set the canvas face up on the towel to dry. She spent a few more seconds looking at her product, eyes targeting out errors and mistakes. She turned around and took the single step towards her closet. Inside were a number of shoes and hanging garments, with the entire right wall composed of canvases, leaning against the wall. Tornados, lightning, floods, hurricanes, more lightning; every painting had some kind of natural disaster displayed in suspended animation, usually in the middle of yellow grass fields and crimson maple trees. Evanescent picked out a one depicting lightning carving up a golden field. She turned and popped it right next to her freshly entwined one. When it comes to your own art, it will always be worse than everyone else’s, that’s why it is important to compare it to your previous art, because that’s the only level plane you’ll get.

    she was less pleased with the outcome after comparison. Her lightning wasn’t as good this time around. She wasn’t sure what it was, but It didn’t have the same quality. It looked hollow, and weak compared to her last attempt. Enfeebled hands trying to dominate resilient lands. That could be a poem.

A few more seconds of critiquing and she was satisfied and picked up her older canvas. At least her fire was looking more alive and lucid.

Evanescent walked back to her living room where she paused and looked around. a few pots and pans were scattered across the foyer area, each with a paper towel folded and placed inside. The irregular drip of water filled the room. Evanescent put all of her painting supplies away and tossed the easel into her second closet. She picked up her tea and moved to stare out the window. The rain was still steady, but there was less thunder. Outside, hardly anyone was walking about. A few people in coats and ponchos would dash across the street, but  beyond that, the streets were dead. Then, there was a distant and muffled wailing. Coming from up the street. It sounded as though one of the buildings on this side of Sycamore had been broken into. Evanescent couldn’t see from her angle, but she guessed it was probably the bar. No figures clutching a pinball machine or bags of money came into view though. Evanescent was a bit disappointed. At least she would have something to talk about with the boys.

She looked in the opposite direction, down Sycamore. The General stood stalwart against the inclimate weather. He was staring off, probably watching someone make off with all of the booze. Water flowed down his stone cold face and dripped off of his magnificent beard. Something flashed down in front of Evanescent and jumped in her tea cup. She peered down into the opaque tea and watched as  a few small white chunks floated to the surface, bobbing slightly. Again, something dived straight down and landed perfectly in her cup. She looked up, and saw a small eroded crack in the drywall where a droplet of water was hanging in a threatening manner. Evanescent dumped her tea down the sink and watched as bits of sandy white drywall collected in the drain catcher. She grabbed another pan, placed a paper towel in the pan, and set it at the foot of the window. Soon, another series of pings were heard in court with the rest.

Thursday, August 14, 2014

What a day...

The Day started with a noise. A distant, but ever present noise. It was rhythmic and harsh. Grinding away at sanity after every shriek. It grappled its prey, dragging her out of inconsistency and unreality and bringing her towards consciousness at an ever quickening pace. She fought hard, ever desiring to stay where she was; where she belonged. But the tugging nature of each roar slowly extracted her from her dreamspace. She didn’t understand why at first. What purpose this creature had for her. But the farther it dragged her, the more she comprehended, and the stronger she resisted. Despite her attempts, the relentless nature of the beast carried her onward. Each bellow bashed at her mind’s defenses, cracking the veil until it shattered into a million splintering pieces.


And Evanescent woke.


Directly across from her was the creature. It was crouched on her nightstand. Its gazing eyes glowed red in the dark. It sat there, mocking her with its monotonous laugh, “--Beeb--Beeb--beeb--beeb--!” Even in her weakened state, Evanescent called upon the fury of a thousand suns and belted across her bed. She hissed a litany of curses and brought her fist down with great malice. She smashed the off button, cutting the Alarm Clock’s malignant squealing short. Evanescent held her stance for a second longer. Victorious, She gave a sigh of relief, and rolled over. She closed her eyes in a vain attempt to return from whence she came, but she knew she couldn’t. Despite her delicious revenge, it was a Pyrrhic victory. The clock had won. Even as she curled even tighter under her sheets, dread crept upon her. She knew what time it was. After a moment more of wallowing in unwarranted self pity, She flopped out of bed and crossed to the bathroom. She pulled a T-shirt from off the dresser as she shuffled and then pushed the door open. Across from her was a horribly distraught hollow eyed creature looking back at her. Her Blonde hair was matted and messy and the slightest layer of dirt and grime remained on her face. She bent her hair over the sink and shook her hair violently. A thin amount of dried silica dust floated down and lined the bowl.
Evanescent grabbed her toothbrush and paste and crossed to the shower. In half an hour, she had made a complete transformation from a crawling creature to an actually human woman. She glanced at the wall clock and again at the window. The slightest amount of light was beginning to pass through. Time to go to work. In short order, she had made a snack pack and left her room with a piece of toast hanging from her mouth. She made a short gallop down the hall, passed the Out of Order elevator and and the fully functional one and hopped down the stairwell. Eleven floors later, she passed out the front entrance and turned left. Upon reaching the conjunction, she glanced at the General and crossed Sycamore at a brisk pace. As she continued to Milk Street, she slowed her pace and shielded her eyes. The sun was just barely over the horizon and its heat was already incredibly concentrated. For seven something in the morning? Great…


As Evanescent passed the abandoned warehouse, she groaned. There it was. The orange tarp fencing, the cranes, the piles of rubbish and debris, dirt, and clay. The few co-workers milling about before work started. As she stretched a leg over the the fence, One of them approached her. Basil. He was wearing the reflective orange and neon green safety jacket and he had his hard hat under his arm. “Hey, Scratch. How’s your mornin’ been?” Evanescent nodded and squinted through the sunlight, “Pretty good, you?” He nodded in return, “I’ve been alright.” There was a long pause where they both loosely stood there. Evanescent pivoted to the left just a bit to shield her eyes from the sun. Basil said quietly, “Ready to get to work?” She nodded, “Yeah.” And then another long pause snuck in. “Its going to be hot today,” Basil stated. Evanescent nodded, perhaps a little too quickly, “Uh-huh.” Yet another pause. “Okay, let’s get to work”


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The Day was long, tiring, and beyond all, hot.


Swelteringly hot.


Unbelievably hot.


The sun glared down all day long, baking the earth. As Evanescent walked home, she lifted and shook out her shirt. It was stained through with sweat and clay. The sun was on the lower end of the sky, but it was not finished just yet. It glared at her, Depositing as much of its heat on her as it could. She had to walk just over a block, but it felt like a mile. Not many people were out today. The heat must be keeping them in. As she reached the entrance of Maplewood, She noticed there were no lights on. Stepping inside, there was no one in the foyer. She continued to the stairs and scuttled up the stairs. She could hear someone’s voice echoing indistinguishably somewhere up higher. She trudged to the Twelfth floor and trounced along to room 1216. When she pulled out her keys, they slipped from her hand a clattered to the floor. Evanescent groaned and slowly slide down to the floor and picked up the keys with agonizing stiffness.  Once she threw her door open, she walked in, slammed the door shut, and then walked straight to her room. She unclipped her toolbelt and dropped it and her lunch pack on the floor in the doorway. She sighed and flopped face first onto her bed. It was so satisfying to just rest. In a matter of seconds, she began to overheat and moved off of the bed. The room temperature wasn’t much better than outside. It was also dark. Suspiciously dark. She got to her feet and pulled off her uniform. dropping it on the floor, she moved to her dresser and put on fresh new clothes. dressed in comfortable attire, she made it her mission to find out why the air conditioner wasn’t blasting. Moving to her front room, she looked around. Lights were off, microwave was off, toaster oven off. In a hopeless attempt, Evanescent passed to the air conditioner dial and turned it back and forth. Frustration building, she jammed it all the way to eleven before turning around and falling to her knees. She cursed the heavens and fell to the floor.


And then, the air conditioner croaked to life, the microwave beeped, and the lights turned on. Evanescent got on her hands and knees and looked around. “The power? The power is on!” She hopped to her feet and put her face right next to the air vent. Air was flowing through. While it wasn’t much better than the stagnant air, it was steadily improving. She would spend many minutes, basking in the cool air flowing from the vent.

What a day…  What an especially pointless day....